On reaching the house he went up to the room which was to be made his study； and occupied himself during the evening in unpacking his books from the boxes and arranging them on shelves。 From another box he drew a lamp and a can of oil。 He trimmed the lamp； arranged his table； and said； “Now； I am ready to begin。”
He rose early the next morning； read two hours before breakfast by the light of his lamp—read all the morning； all the afternoon。 Just when the sun was going down his eyes felt weary； and he leant back in his chair。
His room overlooked the front of the premises and the valley of the heath beyond。 The lowest beams of the winter sun threw the shadow of the house over the palings； across the grass margin of the heath； and far up the vale； where the chimney outlines and those of the surrounding tree…tops stretched forth in long dark prongs。 Having been seated at work all day； he decided to take a turn upon the hills before it got dark； and； going out forthwith； he struck across the heath towards Mistover。
It was an hour and a half later when he again appeared at the garden gate。 The shutters of the house were closed； and Christian Cantle； who had been wheeling manure about the garden all day； had gone home。 On entering he found that his mother； after waiting a long time for him； had finished her meal。
“Where have you been； Clym？” she immediately said。 “Why didn’t you tell me that you were going away at this time？”
“I have been on the heath。”
“You’ll meet Eustacia Vye if you go up there。”
Clym paused a minute。 “Yes； I met her this evening；” he said； as though it were spoken under the sheer necessity of preserving honesty。
“I wondered if you had。”
“It was no appointment。”
“No； such meetings never are。”
“But you are not angry； Mother？”
“I can hardly say that I am not。 Angry？ No。 But when I consider the usual nature of the drag which causes men of promise to disappoint the world I feel uneasy。”
“You deserve credit for the feeling； Mother。 But I can assure you that you need not be disturbed by it on my account。”
“When I think of you and your new crotchets；” said Mrs。 Yeobright； with some emphasis； “I naturally don’t feel so fortable as I did a twelvemonth ago。 It is incredible to me that a man accustomed to the attractive women of Paris and elsewhere should be so easily worked upon by a girl in a heath。 You could just as well have walked another way。”
“I had been studying all day。”
“Well； yes；” she added more hopefully； “I have been thinking that you might get on as a schoolmaster； and rise that way； since you really are determined to hate the course you were pursuing。”
Yeobright was unwilling to disturb this idea； though his scheme was far enough removed from one wherein the education of youth should be made a mere channel of social ascent。 He had no desires of that sort。 He had reached the stage in a young man’s life when the grimness of the general human situation first bees clear； and the realization of this causes ambition to halt awhile。 In France it is not uncustomary to mit suicide at this stage； in England we do much better； or much worse； as the case may be。
The love between the young man and his mother was strangely invisible now。 Of love it may be said； the less earthly the less demonstrative。 In its absolutely indestructible form it reaches a profundity in which all exhibition of itself is painful。 It was so with these。 Had conversations between them been overheard； people would have said； “How cold they are to each other！”
His theory and his wishes about devoting his future to teaching had made an impression on Mrs。 Yeobright。 Indeed； how could it be otherwise when he was a part of her—when their discourses were as if carried on between the right and the left hands of the same body？ He had despaired of reaching her by argument； and it was almost as a discovery to him that he could reach her by a magnetism which was as superior to words as words are to yells。
Strangely enough he began to feel now that it would not be so hard to persuade her who was his best friend that parative poverty was essentially the higher course for him； as to reconcile to his feelings the act of persuading her。 From every provident point of view his mother was so undoubtedly right； that he was not without a sickness of heart in finding he could shake her。
She had a singular insight into life； considering that she had never mixed with it。 There are instances of persons who； without clear ideas of the things they criticize have yet had clear ideas of the relations of those things。 Blacklock； a poet blind from his birth； could describe visual objects with accuracy； Professor Sanderson； who was also blind； gave excellent lectures on colour； and taught others the theory of ideas which they had and he had not。 In the social sphere these gifted ones are mostly women； they can watch a world which they never saw； and estimate forces of which they have only heard。 We call it intuition。
What was the great world to Mrs。 Yeobright？ A multitude whose tendencies could be perceived； though not its essences。 munities were seen by her as from a distance； she saw them as we see the throngs which cover the canvases of Sallaert； Van Alsloot； and others of that school—vast masses of beings； jostling； zigzagging； and processioning in definite directions； but whose features are indistinguishable by the very prehensiveness of the view。
One could see that； as far as it had gone； her life was very plete on its reflective side。 The philosophy of her nature； and its limitation by circumstances； was almost written in her movements。 They had a majestic foundation； though they were far from being majestic； and they had a ground…work of assurance； but they were not assured。 As her once elastic walk had bee deadened by time； so had her natural pride of life been hindered in its blooming by her necessities。
The next slight touch in the shaping of Clym’s destiny occurred a few days after。 A barrow was opened on the heath； and Yeobright attended the operation； remaining away from his study during several hours。 In the afternoon Christian returned from a journey in the same direction； and Mrs。 Yeobright questioned him。
“They have dug a hole； and they have found things like flowerpots upside down； Mis’ess Yeobright； and inside these be real charnel bones。 They have carried ‘em off to men’s houses； but I shouldn’t like to sleep where they will bide。 Dead folks have been known to e and claim their own。 Mr。 Yeobright had got one pot of the bones； and was going to bring ‘em home—real skellington bones—but ‘twas ordered otherwise。 You’ll be relieved to hear that he gave away his pot and all； on second thoughts； and a blessed thing for ye； Mis’ess Yeobright； considering the wind o’ nights。”
“Gave it away？”
“Yes。 To Miss Vye。 She has a cannibal taste for such churchyard furniture seemingly。”
“Miss Vye was there too？”
“Ay； ‘a b’lieve she was。”
When Clym came home； which was shortly after； his mother said； in a curious tone； “The urn you had meant for me you gave away。”
Yeobright made no reply； the current of her feeling was too pronounced to