would have thought that girl’s troubles would have ended so well？ What a snipe you were in that matter； Eustacia！ Has your husband written to you yet？”
“No；” said Eustacia； looking vaguely through the window at the fire； which just then so much engaged her mind that she did not resent her grandfather’s blunt opinion。 She could see Charley’s form on the bank； shovelling and stirring the fire； and there flashed upon her imagination some other form which that fire might call up。
She left the room； put on her garden bonnet and cloak； and went out。 Reaching the bank； she looked over with a wild curiosity and misgiving； when Charley said to her； with a pleased sense of himself； “I made it o’ purpose for you； ma’am。”
“Thank you；” she said hastily。 “But I wish you to put it out now。”
“It will soon burn down；” said Charley； rather disappointed。
“Is it not a pity to knock it out？”
“I don’t know；” she musingly answered。
They stood in silence； broken only by the crackling of the flames； till Charley； perceiving that she did not want to talk to him； moved reluctantly away。
Eustacia remained within the bank looking at the fire； intending to go indoors； yet lingering still。 Had she not by her situation been inclined to hold in indifference all things honoured of the gods and of men she would probably have e away。 But her state was so hopeless that she could play with it。 To have lost is less disturbing than to wonder if we may possibly have won； and Eustacia could now； like other people at such a stage； take a standing…point outside herself； observe herself as a disinterested spectator； and think what a sport for Heaven this woman Eustacia was。
While she stood she heard a sound。 It was the splash of a stone in the pond。
Had Eustacia received the stone full in the bosom her heart could not have given a more decided thump。 She had thought of the possibility of such a signal in answer to that which had been unwittingly given by Charley； but she had not expected it yet。 How prompt Wildeve was！ Yet how could he think her capable of deliberately wishing to renew their assignations now？ An impulse to leave the spot； a desire to stay； struggled within her； and the desire held its own。 More than that it did not do； for she refrained even from ascending the bank and looking over。 She remained motionless； not disturbing a muscle of her face or raising her eyes； for were she to turn up her face the fire on the bank would shine upon it； and Wildeve might be looking down。
There was a second splash into the pond。
Why did he stay so long without advancing and looking over？ Curiosity had its way—she ascended one or two of the earth…steps in the bank and glanced out。
Wildeve was before her。 He had e forward after throwing the last pebble； and the fire now shone into each of their faces from the bank stretching breast…high between them。
“I did not light it！” cried Eustacia quickly。 “It was lit without my knowledge。 Don’t； don’t e over to me！”
“Why have you been living here all these days without telling me？ You have left your home。 I fear I am something to blame in this？”
“I did not let in his mother； that’s how it is！”
“You do not deserve what you have got； Eustacia； you are in great misery； I see it in your eyes； your mouth； and all over you。 My poor； poor girl！” He stepped over the bank。 “You are beyond everything unhappy！”
“No； no； not exactly—“
“It has been pushed too far—it is killing you—I do think it！”
Her usually quiet breathing had grown quicker with his words。 “I—I—“ she began； and then burst into quivering sobs； shaken to the very heart by the unexpected voice of pity—a sentiment whose existence in relation to herself she had almost forgotten。
This outbreak of weeping took Eustacia herself so much by surprise that she could not leave off； and she turned aside from him in some shame； though turning hid nothing from him。 She sobbed on desperately； then the outpour lessened； and she became quieter。 Wildeve had resisted the impulse to clasp her； and stood without speaking。
“Are you not ashamed of me； who used never to be a crying animal？” she asked in a weak whisper as she wiped her eyes。 “Why didn’t you go away？ I wish you had not seen quite all that； it reveals too much by half。”
“You might have wished it； because it makes me as sad as you；” he said with emotion and deference。 “As for revealing—the word is impossible between us two。”
“I did not send for you—don’t forget it； Damon； I am in pain； but I did not send for you！ As a wife； at least； I’ve been straight。”
“Never mind—I came。 O； Eustacia； forgive me for the harm I have done you in these two past years！ I see more and more that I have been your ruin。”
“Not you。 This place I live in。”
“Ah； your generosity may naturally make you say that。 But I am the culprit。 I should either have done more or nothing at all。”
“In what way？”
“I ought never to have hunted you out； or； having done it； I ought to have persisted in retaining you。 But of course I have no right to talk of that now。 I will only ask this—can I do anything for you？ Is there anything on the face of the earth that a man can do to make you happier than you are at present？ If there is； I will do it。 You may mand me； Eustacia； to the limit of my influence； and don’t forget that I am richer now。 Surely something can be done to save you from this！ Such a rare plant in such a wild place it grieves me to see。 Do you want anything bought？ Do you want to go anywhere？ Do you want to escape the place altogether？ Only say it； and I’ll do anything to put an end to those tears； which but for me would never have been at all。”
“We are each married to another person；” she said faintly；
“and assistance from you would have an evil sound—after—after—“
“Well； there’s no preventing slanderers from having their fill at any time； but you need not be afraid。 Whatever I may feel I promise you on my word of honour never to speak to you about—or act upon—until you say I may。 I know my duty to Thomasin quite as well as I know my duty to you as a woman unfairly treated。 What shall I assist you in？”
“In getting away from here。”
“Where do you wish to go to？”
“I have a place in my mind。 If you could help me as far as Budmouth I can do all the rest。 Steamers sail from there across the Channel； and so I can get to Paris； where I want to be。 Yes；” she pleaded earnestly； “help me to get to Budmouth harbour without my grandfather’s or my husband’s knowledge； and I can do all the rest。”
“Will it be safe to leave you there alone？”
“Yes； yes。 I know Budmouth well。”
“Shall I go with you？ I am rich now。”
She was silent。
“Say yes； sweet！”
She was silent still。
“Well； let me know when you wish to go。 We shall be at our present house till December； after that we remove to Casterbridge。 mand me in anything till that time。”
“I will think of this；” she said hurriedly。 “Whether I can honestly make use of you as a friend； or must close with you as a lover—that is what I must ask myself。 If I wish to go and decide to accept your pany I will signal to you some evening at eigh