《brokeback mountain》

下载本书

添加书签

brokeback mountain- 第2部分


按键盘上方向键 ← 或 → 可快速上下翻页,按键盘上的 Enter 键可回到本书目录页,按键盘上方向键 ↑ 可回到本页顶部!
cil…long shadows and the rearing lodgepole pines below them massed in slabs of somber malachite。

  During the day Ennis looked across a great gulf and sometimes saw Jack; a small dot moving across a high meadow as an insect moves across a tablecloth; Jack; in his dark camp; saw Ennis as night fire; a red spark on the huge black mass of mountain。

  Jack came lagging in late one afternoon; drank his two bottles of beer cooled in a wet sack on the shady side of the tent; ate two bowls of stew; four of Ennis's stone biscuits; a can of peaches; rolled a smoke; watched the sun drop。

  〃I'm mutin four hours a day;〃 he said morosely。 〃e in for breakfast; go back to the sheep; evenin get em bedded down; e in for supper; go back to the sheep; spend half the night jumpin up and checkin for coyotes。 By rights I should be spendin the night here。 Aguirre got no right a make me do this。〃〃You want a switch?〃 said Ennis。 〃I wouldn't mind herdin。 I wouldn't mind sleepin out there。〃〃That ain't the point。 Point is; we both should be in this camp。 And that goddamn pup tent smells like cat piss or worse。〃〃Wouldn't mind bein out there。〃

  〃Tell you what; you got a get up a dozen times in the night out there over them coyotes。 Happy to switch but give you warnin I can't cook worth a ****。 Pretty good with a can opener。〃〃Can't be no worse than me; then。 Sure; I wouldn't mind a do it。〃They fended off the night for an hour with the yellow kerosene lamp and around ten Ennis rode Cigar Butt; a good night horse; through the glimmering frost back to the sheep; carrying leftover biscuits; a jar of jam and a jar of coffee with him for the next day saying he'd save a trip; stay out until supper。

  〃Shot a coyote just first light;〃 he told Jack the next evening; sloshing his face with hot water; lathering up soap and hoping his razor had some cut left in it; while Jack peeled potatoes。 〃Big son of a *****。 Balls on him size a apples。 I bet he'd took a few lambs。 Looked like he could a eat a camel。 You want some a this hot water? There's plenty。〃〃It's all yours。〃

  〃Well; I'm goin a warsh everthing I can reach;〃 he said; pulling off his boots and jeans (no drawers; no socks; Jack noticed); slopping the green washcloth around until the fire spat。

  They had a high…time supper by the fire; a can of beans each; fried potatoes and a quart of whiskey on shares; sat with their backs against a log; boot soles and copper jeans rivets hot; swapping the bottle while the lavender sky emptied of color and the chill air drained down; drinking; smoking cigarettes; getting up every now and then to piss; firelight throwing a sparkle in the arched stream; tossing sticks on the fire to keep the talk going; talking horses and rodeo; roughstock events; wrecks and injuries sustained; the submarine Thresher lost two months earlier with all hands and how it must have been in the last doomed minutes; dogs each had owned and known; the draft; Jack's home ranch where his father and mother held on; Ennis's family place folded years ago after his folks died; the older brother in Signal and a married sister in Casper。 Jack said his father had been a pretty well known bullrider years back but kept his secrets to himself; never gave Jack a word of advice; never came once to see Jack ride; though he had put him on the woolies when he was a little kid。 Ennis said the kind of riding that interested him lasted longer than eight seconds and had some point to it。 Money's a good point; said Jack; and Ennis had to agree。 They were respectful of each other's opinions; each glad to have a panion where none had been expected。 Ennis; riding against the wind back to the sheep in the treacherous; drunken light; thought he'd never had such a good time; felt he could paw the white out of the moon。

  The summer went on and they moved the herd to new pasture; shifted the camp; the distance between the sheep and the new camp was greater and the night ride longer。 Ennis rode easy; sleeping with his eyes open; but the hours he was away from the sheep stretched out and out。 Jack pulled a squalling burr out of the harmonica; flattened a little from a fall off the skittish bay mare; and Ennis had a good raspy voice; a few nights they mangled their way through some songs。 Ennis knew the salty words to 〃Strawberry Roan。〃 Jack tried a Carl Perkins song; bawling 〃what I say…ay…ay;〃 but he favored a sad hymn; 〃Water…Walking Jesus;〃 learned from his mother who believed in the Pentecost; that he sang at dirge slowness; setting off distant coyote yips。

  〃Too late to go out to them damn sheep;〃 said Ennis; dizzy drunk on all fours one cold hour when the moon had notched past two。 The meadow stones glowed white…green and a flinty wind worked over the meadow; scraped the fire low; then ruffled it into yellow silk sashes。 〃Got you a extra blanket I'll roll up out here and grab forty winks; ride out at first light。〃〃Freeze your ass off when that fire dies down。 Better off sleepin in the tent。〃〃Doubt I'll feel nothin。〃 But he staggered under canvas; pulled his boots off; snored on the ground cloth for a while; woke Jack with the clacking of his jaw。

  〃Jesus Christ; quit hammerin and get over here。 Bedroll's big enough;〃 said Jack in an irritable sleep…clogged voice。 It was big enough; warm enough; and in a little while they deepened their intimacy considerably。 Ennis ran full…throttle on all roads whether fence mending or money spending; and he wanted none of it when Jack seized his left hand and brought it to his erect cock。 Ennis jerked his hand away as though he'd touched fire; got to his knees; unbuckled his belt; shoved his pants down; hauled Jack onto all fours and; with the help of the clear slick and a little spit; entered him; nothing he'd done before but no instruction manual needed。 They went at it in silence except for a few sharp intakes of breath and Jack's choked 〃gun's goin off;〃 then out; down; and asleep。

  Ennis woke in red dawn with his pants around his knees; a top…grade headache; and Jack butted against him; without saying anything about it both knew how it would go for the rest of the summer; sheep be damned。

  As it did go。 They never talked about the sex; let it happen; at first only in the tent at night; then in the full daylight with the hot sun striking down; and at evening in the fire glow; quick; rough; laughing and snorting; no lack of noises; but saying not a goddamn word except once Ennis said; 〃I'm not no queer;〃 and Jack jumped in with 〃Me neither。 A one…shot thing。 Nobody's business but ours。〃 There were only the two of them on the mountain flying in the euphoric; bitter air; looking down on the hawk's back and the crawling lights of vehicles on the plain below; suspended above ordinary affairs and distant from tame ranch dogs barking in the dark hours。 They believed themselves invisible; not knowing Joe Aguirre had watched them through his 10x42 binoculars for ten minutes one day; waiting until they'd buttoned up their jeans; waiting until Ennis rode back to the sheep; before bringing up the message that Jack's people had sent word that his uncle Harold was in the hospital with pneumonia and expected not to make it。 Though he did; and A

小提示:按 回车 [Enter] 键 返回书目,按 ← 键 返回上一页, 按 → 键 进入下一页。 赞一下 添加书签加入书架