narrow face reappeared in the crack。 He looked from me to Farid and back。 You were wrong about one thing。
What？
He s great with the slingshot。
I smiled。
He s inseparable from that thing。 He tucks it in the waist of his pants everywhere he goes。
THE MAN WHO LET US IN introduced himself as Zaman； the director of the orphanage。 I ll take you to my office； he said。
We followed him through dim； grimy hallways where barefoot children dressed in frayed sweaters ambled around。 We walked past rooms with no floor covering but matted carpets and windows shuttered with sheets of plastic。 Skeleton frames of steel beds； most with no mattress； filled the rooms。
How many orphans live here？ Farid asked。
More than we have room for。 About two hundred and fifty； Zaman said over his shoulder。 But they re not all yateem。 Many of them have lost their fathers in the war； and their mothers can t feed them because the Taliban don t allow them to work。 So they bring their children here。 He made a sweeping gesture with his hand and added ruefully； This place is better than the street； but not that much better。 This building was never meant to be lived in……it used to be a storage warehouse for a carpet manufacturer。 So there s no water heater and they ve let the well go dry。 He dropped his voice。 I ve asked the Taliban for money to dig a new well more times than I remember and they just twirl their rosaries and tell me there is no money。 No money。 He snickered。
He pointed to a row of beds along the wall。 We don t have enough beds； and not enough mattresses for the beds we do have。 Worse； we don t have enough blankets。 He showed us a lit tle girl skipping rope with two other kids。 You see that girl？ This past winter； the children had to share blankets。 Her brother died of exposure。 He walked on。 The last time I checked； we have less than a month s supply of rice left in the warehouse； and； when that runs out； the children will have to eat bread and tea for breakfast and dinner。 I noticed he made no mention of lunch。
He stopped and turned to me。 There is very little shelter here； almost no food； no clothes； no clean water。 What I have in ample supply here is children who ve lost their childhood。 But the tragedy is that these are the lucky ones。 We re filled beyond capacity and every day I turn away mothers who bring their children。 He took a step toward me。 You say there is hope for Sohrab？ I pray you don t lie； Agha。 But。。。 you may well be too late。
What do you mean？
Zaman s eyes shifted。 Follow me。
WHAT PASSED FOR THE DIRECTOR S OFFICE was four bare； cracked walls； a mat on the floor； a table； and two folding chairs。 As Zaman and I sat down； I saw a gray rat poke its head from a burrow in the wall and flit across the room。 I cringed when it sniffed at my shoes； then Zaman s； and scurried through the open door。
What did you mean it may be too late？ I said。
Would you like some chai？ I could make some。
Nay； thank you。 I d rather we talk。
Zaman tilted back in his chair and crossed his arms on his chest。 What I have to tell you is not pleasant。 Not to mention that it may be very dangerous。
For whom？
You。 Me。 And； of course； for Sohrab； if it s not too late already。
I need to know； I said。
He nodded。 So you say。 But first I want to ask you a question：
How badly do you want to find your nephew？
I thought of the street fights we d get into when we were kids； all the times Hassan used to take them on for me； two against one； sometimes three against one。 I d wince and watch； tempted to step in； but always stopping short； always held b