said。 Proud。 His eyes gleamed when he said that and I liked being on the receiving end of that look。
He took me to an Afghan kabob house in Hayward that night and ordered far too much food。 He told the owner that his son was going to college in the fall。 I had debated him briefly about that just before graduation； and told him I wanted to get a job。 Help out； save some money； maybe go to college the following year。 But he had shot me one of his smoldering Baba looks； and the words had vaporized on my tongue。
After dinner； Baba took me to a bar across the street from the restaurant。 The place was dim； and the acrid smell of beer I d always disliked permeated the walls。 Men in baseball caps and tank tops played pool； clouds of cigarette smoke hovering over the green tables； swirling in the fluorescent light。 We drew looks； Baba in his brown suit and me in pleated slacks and sports jacket。 We took a seat at the bar； next to an old man； his leathery face sickly in the blue glow of the Michelob sign overhead。 Baba lit a cigarette and ordered us beers。 Tonight I am too much happy； he announced to no one and everyone。 Tonight I drinking with my son。 And one； please； for my friend； he said； patting the old man on the back。 The old fellow tipped his hat and smiled。 He had no upper teeth。
Baba finished his beer in three gulps and ordered another。 He had three before I forced myself to drink a quarter of mine。 By then he had bought the old man a scotch and treated a foursome of pool players to a pitcher of Budweiser。 Men shook his hand and clapped him on the back。 They drank to him。 Someone lit his cigarette。 Baba loosened his tie and gave the old man a handful of quarters。 He pointed to the jukebox。 Tell him to play his favorite songs； he said to me。 The old man nodded and gave Baba a salute。 Soon； country music was blaring； and； just like that； Baba had started a party。
At one point； Baba stood； raised his beer； spilling it on the sawdust floor； and yelled； Fuck the Russia！ The bar s laughter； then its full…throated echo followed。 Baba bought another round of pitchers for everyone。
When we left； everyone was sad to see him go。 Kabul； Peshawar； Hayward。 Same old Baba； I thought； smiling。
I drove us home in Baba s old； ochre yellow Buick Century。 Baba dozed off on the way； snoring like a jackhammer。 I smelled tobacco on him and alcohol； sweet and pungent。 But he sat up when I stopped the car and said in a hoarse voice； Keep driving to the end of the block。
Why； Baba？
Just go。 He had me park at the south end of the street。 He reached in his coat pocket and handed me a set of keys。 There； he said； pointing to the car in front of us。 It was an old model Ford； long and wide； a dark color I couldn t discern in the moon light。 It needs painting； and I ll have one of the guys at the station put in new shocks； but it runs。
I took the keys； stunned。 I looked from him to the car。
You ll need it to go to college； he said。
I took his hand in mine。 Squeezed it。 My eyes were tearing over and I was glad for the shadows that hid our faces。 Thank you； Baba。
We got out and sat inside the Ford。 It was a Grand Torino。 Navy blue； Baba said。 I drove it around the block； testing the brakes； the radio； the turn signals。 I parked it in the lot of our apartment building and shut off the engine。 Tashakor； Baba jan； I said。 I wanted to say more； tell him how touched I was by his act of kindness； how much I appreciated all that he had done for me； all that he was still doing。 But I knew I d embarrass him。 Tashakor； I repeated instead。
He smiled and leaned back against