《绿里奇迹(英文版)》

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〃Bar…be…cue! Me and you!
Stinky; pinky; phew…phew…phew!
It wasn't Billy or Philadelphia Philly; it wasn't Jackie or Roy! It was a warm little number; a hot cucumber; by the name of Delacroix!〃 
〃Shut up; you jerk;〃 I said。 
Wharton grinned; showing his mouthful of dingy teeth。 He wasn't dying; at least not yet; he was up; happy; practically tap…dancing。 〃e on in here and make me; why don't you?〃 he said happily; and then began another verse of 〃The Barbecue Song;〃 making up 。 There was something going on in there; all right。 A kind of green and stinking intelligence that was; in its own way; almost brilliant。 
I went down to John Coffey。 He wiped away his tears with the heels of his hands。 His eyes were red and sore…looking; and it came to me that he was exhausted; too。 Why he should have been; a man who trudged around the exercise yard maybe two hours a day and either sat or laid down in his cell the rest of the time; I didn't know; but I didn't doubt what I was seeing。 It was too clear。 
〃Poor Del;〃 he said in a low; hoarse voice。 〃Poor old Del。〃 
〃Yes;〃 I said。 〃Poor old Del。 John; are you okay?〃 
〃He's out of it;〃 Coffey said。 〃Del's out of it。 Isn't he; boss?〃 
〃Yes。 Answer my question; John。 Are you okay?〃 
〃Del's out of it; he's the lucky one。 No matter how it happened; he's the lucky one。〃 
I thought Delacroix might have given him an argument on that; but didn't say so。 I glanced around Coffey's cell; instead。 〃Where's Mr。 Jingles?〃 
〃Ran down there。〃 He pointed through the bars; down the hall to the restraint…room door。 
I nodded。 〃Well; he'll be back。〃 
But he wasn't; Mr。 Jingles's days on the Green Mile were over。 The only trace of him we ever happened on was what Brutal found that winter: a few brightly colored splinters of wood; and a smell of peppermint candy wafting out of a hole in a beam。 
I meant to walk away then; but I didn't。 I looked at John Coffey; and he back at me as if he knew everything I was thinking。 I told myself to get moving; to just call it a night and get moving; back to the duty desk and my report。 Instead I said his name: 〃John Coffey。〃 
〃Yes; boss;〃 he said at once。 
Sometimes a man is cursed with needing to know a thing; and that was how it was with me right then。 I dropped down on one knee and began taking off one of my shoes。 
7。 
The rain had quit by the time I got home; and a late grin of moon had appeared over the ridges to the north。 My sleepiness seemed to have gone with the clouds。 I was wide awake; and I could smell Delacroix on me。 I thought I might smell him on my skin … barbecue; me and you; stinky; pinky; phew…phew…phew … for a long time to e。 
Janice was waiting up; as she always did on execution nights。 I meant not to tell her the story; saw no sense in harrowing her with it; but she got a clear look at my face as I came in the kitchen door and would have it all。 So I sat down; took her warm hands in my cold ones (the heater in my old Ford barely worked; and the weather had turned a hundred and eighty degrees since the storm); and told her what she thought she wanted to hear。 About halfway through I broke down crying; which I hadn't expected。 I was a little ashamed; but only a little; it was her; you see; and she never taxed me with the times that I slipped from the way I thought a man should be 。。。 the way I thought I should be; at any rate。 A man with a good wife is the luckiest of God's creatures; and one without must be among the most miserable; I think; the only true blessing of their lives that they don't know how poorly off they are。 I cried; and she held my head against her breast; and when my own storm passed; I felt better 。。。 a little; anyway。 And I believe that was when I had the first conscious sight of my idea。 Not the shoe; I don't mean that。 The shoe was related; but different。 All my real idea was right then; however; was an odd realization: that John Coffey and Melinda Moores; different as they might have been in size and sex and skin color; had exactly the same eyes: woeful; sad; and distant。 Dying eyes。 
〃e to bed;〃 my wife said at last。 〃e to bed with me; Paul。〃 
So I did; and we made love; and when it was over she went to sleep。 As I lay there watching the moon grin and listening to the walls tick … they were at last pulling in; exchanging summer for fall … I thought about John Coffey saying he had helped it。 I helped Del's mouse。 I helped Mr。 Jingles。 He's a circus mouse。 Sure。 And maybe; I thought; we were all circus mice; running around with only the dimmest awareness that God and all His heavenly host were watching us in our Bakelite houses through our ivy…glass windows。 
I slept a little as the day began to lighten … two hours; I guess; maybe three; and I slept the way I always sleep these days here in Georgia Pines and hardly ever did then; in thin little licks。 What I went to sleep thinking about was the churches youth。 The names changed; depending on the whims of my mother and her sisters; but they were all really the same; all The First Backwoods Church of Praise Jesus; The Lord Is Mighty。 In the shadow of those blunt; square steeples; the concept of atonement came up as regularly as the toll of the bell which called the faithful to worship。 Only God could forgive sins; could and did; washing them away in the agonal blood of His crucified Son; but that did not change the responsibility of His children to atone for those sins (and even their simple errors of judgement) whenever possible。 Atonement was powerful; it was the lock on the door you closed against the past。 
I fell asleep thinking of piney…woods atonement; and Eduard Delacroix on fire as he rode the lightning; and Melinda Moores; and my big boy with the endlessly weeping eyes。 These thoughts twisted their way into a dream。 In it; John Coffey was sitting on a riverbank and bawling his inarticulate mooncalf's grief up at the early…summer sky while on the other bank a freight…train stormed endlessly toward a rusty trestle spanning the Trapingus。 In the crook of each arm the black man held the body of a naked; blonde…haired girlchild。 His fists; huge brown rocks at the ends of those arms' were closed。 All around him crickets chirred and noseeums flocked; the day hummed with heat。 In my dream I went to him; knelt before him; and took his hands。 His fists relaxed and gave up their secrets。 In one was a spool colored green and red and yellow。 In the other was a prison guard's shoe。 
〃I couldn't help it;〃 John Coffey said。 〃I tried to take it back; but it was too late。〃 
And this time; in my dream; I understood him。 
8。 
At nine o'clock the next morning; while I was having a third cup of coffee in the kitchen (my wife said nothing; but I could see disapproval large on her face when she brought it to me); the telephone rang。 I went into the parlor to take it; and Central told someone that their party was holding the line。 She then told me to have a birdlarky day and rang off 。。。 presumably。 With Central; you could never quite tell for sure。 
Hal Moores's voice shocked me。 Wavery and hoarse; it sounded like the voice of an octogenarian。 It occurred to me that it was good that things had gone all right with Curtis Anderson in the tunnel last 

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