so fast； I guess。 Is he okay？ I think so。 I could have sworn Wow； it He s here somewhere； but they didn t make him use a stretcher。 I saw the thoughtful look on her face； the suspicious tightening of her eyes； but these little changes in her expression were lost on Tyler。 She s pretty； he was thinking； almost in surprise。 Even all messed up。 usual type； still I should take her out。 Make up for today Not my I was out in the hall； then； halfway to the emergency room； without thinking for one second about what I was doing。 Luckily； the nurse entered the room before I could it was Bella s turn for Xrays。 I leaned against the wall in a dark nook just around the corner； and tried to get a grip on myself while she was wheeled away。 It didn t matter that Tyler thought she was pretty。 Anyone would notice that。
There was no reason for me to feel how did I feel？ to the truth？ That made no sense at all。 Annoyed？ Or was angry closer I stayed where I was for as long as I could； but impatience got the best of me and I took a back way around to the radiology room。 She d already been moved back to the ER； but I was able to take a peek at her xrays while the nurse s back was turned。 I felt calmer when I had。 Carlisle caught me there。 You look better； he mented。 I just looked straight ahead。 visitors。 We weren t alone； the halls full of orderlies and Her head was fine。 I hadn t hurt her； not really。 Ah； yes。 He stuck her xrays to the lightboard； but I didn t need a second look。 I see。 She s absolutely fine。 Well done； Edward。 The sound of my father s approval created a mixed reaction in me。 I would have been pleased； except that I knew that he would not approve of what I was going to do now。 At least； he would not approve if he knew my real motivations I think I m going to go talk to her before she sees you； I murmured under my breath。 Act natural； like nothing happened。 Smooth it over。 All acceptable reasons。 Carlisle nodded absently； still looking over the xrays。 I looked to see what had his interest。 Look at all the healed contusions！ How many times did her mother drop her？ Good idea。 Hmm。 Carlisle laughed to himself at his joke。 I m beginning to think the girl just has really bad luck。 place at the wrong time。 Forks is certainly the wrong place for her； with you here。 I flinched。 Go ahead。 Smooth things over。 I ll join you momentarily。 Perhaps I was too good a liar； if I could Always in the wrong I walked away quickly； feeling guilty。 fool Carlisle。 When I got to the ER； Tyler was mumbling under his breath； still apologizing。 The girl was trying to escape his remorse by pretending to sleep。 Her eyes were closed； but her breathing was not even； and now and then her fingers would twitch impatiently。 I stared at her face for a long moment。 This was the last time I would see her。 That fact triggered an acute aching in my chest。 Was it because I hated to leave any puzzle unsolved？ That did not seem like enough of an explanation。 Finally； I took a deep breath and moved into view。
When Tyler saw me； he started to speak； but I put one finger to my lips。 Is she sleeping？ I murmured。 Bella s eyes snapped open and focused on my face。 They widened momentarily； and then narrowed in anger or suspicion。 I remembered that I had a role to play； so I smiled at her as if nothing unusual had happened this morning besides a blow to her head and a bit of imagination run wild。 Hey； Edward； Tyler said。 I m really sorry I raised one hand to halt his apology。 No blood； no foul； I said wryly。 Without thinking； I smiled too widely at my private joke。 It was amazingly easy to ignore Tyler； lying no more than four feet from me； covered in fresh blood。 I d never understood how Carlisle was able to do that ignore the blood of his patients in order to treat them。 Wouldn t the constant temptation be so distracting； so dangerous ？ But； now I could see how； if you were focusing on something else hard enough； the temptation was be nothing at all。 Even fresh and exposed； Tyler s blood had nothing on Bella s。 I kept my distance from her； seating myself on the foot of Tyler s mattress。 So； what s the verdict？ I asked her。 Her lower lip pushed out a little。 There s nothing wrong with me at all； but they won t let me go。 How e you aren t strapped to a gurney like the rest of us？ Her impatience made me smile again。 I could hear Carlisle in the hall now。 It s all about who you know； I said lightly。 you。 But don t worry； I came to spring I watched her reaction carefully as my father entered the room。 Her eyes widened and her mouth actually fell open in surprise。 I groaned internally。 Yes； she d certainly noticed the resemblance。 So； Miss Swan； how are you feeling？ Carlisle asked。 He had a wonderfully soothing beside manner that put most patients at ease within moments。 I couldn t tell how it affected Bella。 I m fine； she said quietly。 Carlisle clipped her Xrays to the lightboard by the bed。 Your Xrays look good。 Does your head hurt？ Edward said you hit it pretty hard。 She sighed； and said； I m fine； again； but this time impatience leaked into her voice。 Then she glowered once in my direction。 Carlisle stepped closer to her and ran his fingers gently over her scalp until he found the bump under her hair。 I was caught off guard by the wave of emotion that crashed over me。 I had seen Carlisle work with humans a thousand times。 Years ago； I had even
assisted him informally though only in situations where blood was not involved。 So it wasn t a new thing to me； to watch him interact with the girl as if he were as human as she was。 I d envied his control many times； but that was not the same as this emotion。 I envied him more than his control。 I ached for the difference between Carlisle and me that he could touch her so gently； without fear； knowing he would never harm her She winced； and I twitched in my seat。 my relaxed posture。 Tender？ Carlisle asked。 Her chin jerked up a fraction。 Not really； she said。 She didn t I had to concentrate for a moment to keep Another small piece of her character fell into place： she was brave。 like to show weakness。 Possibly the most vulnerable creature I d ever seen； and she didn t want to seem weak。 A chuckle slid through my lips。 She shot another glare at me。 Well； Carlisle said。 Your father is in the waiting room you can go home with him now。 But e back if you feel dizzy or have trouble with your eyesight at all。 Her father was here？ I swept through the thoughts in the crowded waiting room； but I couldn t pick his subtle mental voice out of the group before she was speaking again； her face anxious。 Can t I go back to school？ Maybe you should take it easy today； Carlisle suggested。 Her eyes flickered back to me。 Does he get to go to school？ Act normal； smooth things over ignore the way it feels when she looks me in the eye Someone has to spread the good news that we survived； I said。 Actually； Carlisle corrected； most of the school seems to be in the waiting room。 I anticipated her reaction this time her aversion to attention。 disappoint。 Oh no； she moaned； and she put her hands over her face。 I liked that I d finally guessed right。 Do you want to stay？ Carlisle asked。 No； no！ she said quickly； swinging her legs over the side of the mattress and sl