time enough for love-时间足够你爱(英文版)- 第106部分

　　
　　〃Wait　a　moment。〃　Lazarus　stepped　over　and'　looked　down　at　the　wounded　man。　〃Got　anything　to　say；　Montgomery？〃
　　
　　〃You　bastards！　Never　gave　us　a　chance。〃　…
　　
　　〃Gave　you　lots　of　chance。　You　wouldn't　take　it。　Dora？　Do　you　want　to？　Your　privilege。〃
　　
　　〃Not　especially。〃　'…
　　
　　〃All　right。〃　Lazarus　picked　up　Montgomery's　second　gun；　noted　that　it　was　indeed　a　museum　piece　but　did　not　seem　to　be　hurt。　He　used　it　to　finish　off　its　owner。　…'　…
　　
　　Dora　was　peeling　off　her　dress。　〃Half　a　moment；　dear；　while　I　get　this　off；　I　don't　want　to　get　blood　on　it。〃　With　the　dress　out　of　the　way；　her　pregnant　condition　showed　a　little。　She　also　showed　several　other　weapons　a~well　as　a　gun　belt　riding　low　on　her　hips。
　　
　　Lazarus　was　getting　out　of　his　kilt　and　other　finery。　〃You　don't　need　to　help；　sweetheart；　you've　done　a　full　day's　work
　　
　　…and　a　fine　one！　Just　toss　me　my　oldest　overalls。〃
　　
　　〃But　I　want　to　help。　What　are　going　to　do　with　them？〃
　　
　　〃Put　them　into　their　wagon；　take　them　far　enough　downriver　that　lopers　will　dispose　of　them；　drive　back。〃　He　glanced　at　the　Sun。　〃An　hour　and　more　of　daylight　left。　Time
　　
　　enough。〃…　…
　　
　　〃Lazarus；　I　don't　want　you　away　from　me！　Not　now。〃
　　
　　〃Upset　by　it；　my　durable　one？〃
　　
　　〃Some。　Nbt　much。　Uh　。　。　made　horny　by　it；　I'm　ashamed　to　say。　Perverted；　huh？〃
　　
　　〃Rangy　Lii；　anything　makes　you　horny。　Yes；　it's　somewhat　perverse　。　。　but　a　surprisingly　mon　reaction　to　one's　first　encounter　with　death。　Nothing　to　be　ashamed　of　as　long　as　you　don't　get　hooked　by　it；　it's　just　a　reflex。　On　second　thought　never　mind　the　overalls；　I　can　scrub　blood　off　my　hide　easier　than　getting　it　out　of　cloth。〃　He　removed　the　bar　and　opened　the　。gate　as　he　talked。
　　
　　〃I've　seen　death　before。　I　was　much　more　upset　when　Aunt　Helen　died　。　。　and　not　a　bit　horny。〃
　　
　　〃Violent　death；　I　should　have　said。　Dear；　I　want　to　get　these　bodies　outside　the　wall　before　any　more　blood　soaks　into　the　ground。　We　can　discuss　it　later。〃
　　
　　〃You'll　need　help　loading　them。　And　I　don't　want　to　be　away　from　you；　truly　I　don't。〃
　　
　　Lazarus　stopped　and　looked　at　her。　〃You're　more　upset　than　you　let　on。　That's　mon；　too…steady　in　the　clutch；　then　a　reaction　afterwards。　So　let's　work　it　out。　I　don't　fancy　leaving　the　kids　alone　that　long；　nor　do　I　want　them　in　a　wagon　loaded　with　all　that　bad　meat。　Suppose　I　drive　just　a　short　distance　tonight…say　three…hundred　meters　or　so…while　you　start　a　kettle　of　water？　I'm　going　to　want　another　bath　after　this　job　even　if　I　manage　not　to　get　a　drop　of　blood　on　me。〃
　　
　　〃Yes；　sir。〃
　　
　　〃Dora；　you　don't　sound　happy。〃
　　
　　〃I'll　do　it　your　way。　But　I　could　wake　Zaccur　and　have　him　baby…sit。　He's　used　to　it。〃
　　
　　〃Very　well；　dear。　But　first　we　load　them。　You　can　hold　up　their　feet　while　I　drag　them。　If　you　throw　up；　I'll　assume　that　you'll　baby…sit　while　I　finish　this　chore。〃
　　
　　〃I　won't　throw　up。　I　ate　very　little。〃
　　
　　〃I　didn't　eat　much　either。〃　They　got　on　with　the　grisly　task；　Lazarus　continued　to　talk。　〃Dora；　you　did　a　perfect　job。〃
　　
　　〃I　caught　your　signal。　You　gave　me　plenty　of　time。〃
　　
　　〃I　wasn't　sure　he　was　going　to　push　it　to　a　ahowdown　even　when　I　signa~ed。〃
　　
　　…〃Really；　dear？　I　knew　what　they　meant　to　do…kill　you　and　rape　？e…before　they　ever　sat　down　to　eat。　Couldn't　you　feel　it？　So　I　made　sure　that　they　ate　plenty…to　slow　them　down。〃
　　
　　〃Dora；　you　really　do　sense　emotions…don't　you？〃
　　
　　〃Mind　his　head；　dear。　When　they're　as　strong　as　that；　I　do。　But　I　wasn't　sure　how　you　would　handle　it。　I　made　up　my　mind　to　be　raped　all　night　if　that　was　what　it　took　for　you　to　set　up　a　safe　chance。〃　'　…
　　
　　Her　husband　answered　soberly；　〃Dora；　I　will　allow　you　to　be　raped　only　if　that　is　the　only　possible　way　to　save　your
　　
　　…　life。　Tonight　it　was　not　necessary。　Thank　goodness！　But　Montgomery　had　me　worried　at　the　gate。　Three　guns　out…　in　the　open　and　mine　still　under　my　kilt…　Could　have　been　a　problem。　Since　he　meant　to　take　me　anyhow；　he　should　have　done　it　then。　Durable；　three…fourths　of　any　fight　lies　in　not　hesitating　when　the　time　es。　Which　is　why　I'm　so　proud　of　you。〃
　　
　　〃But　you　set　it　up；　Lazarus。　You　signaled　me　to　get　into　position；　you　stayed　on　your　feet　when　he　told　you　to　sit　down；　you　went　around　to　the　end　of　the　table　and　pulled　their　eyes　with　you…and　stayed　out　of　my　line　of　fire。　Thank　you。　All　I　had　to　do　was　shoot　when　he　got　out　his　gun。〃
　　
　　〃Of　course　I　stayed　out　of　your　line　of　fire；　dear；　this　isn't
　　
　　…my　first　time　by　too　many。　But　it　was　your　straight　shooting　that　gave　me　time；　to　put　my　knife　into　Dan　instead　of　having　；to　settle　his　father　first。　And　Lady　did　me　the　same　favot　with　Darby。　You　two　girls　saved　me　from　having　to　be　three　places　at　once。　Which　I've　always　found　difficult。〃　…
　　
　　〃You　trained　both　of　us。〃
　　
　　〃Mmm；　yes。　Which　detracts　not　at　all　from　the　admirable　fact　that　you　held　your　fire　until　he　mitted　himself…then　lost　not　a　split　second　in　taking　him。　As　if　you　were　a　veteran　of　a　hundred　gun　battles　rather　than　none。　You　might　go　around　and　steady　the　mules　while　I　get　this　tailgate　open。〃
　　
　　〃Yes；　dear。〃　…
　　
　　She　had　just　reached　the　lead　pair　and　spoken　soothingly　to　them　when　he　called　out：　〃Dora！　Here　a　minute。〃
　　
　　She　came　back；　he　said；　〃Look　at　that。〃
　　
　　It　was　a　flat　piece　of　standstone　he　had　removed　from　the　end　of　the　wagon　bed　and　laid　on　the　ground　by　the　corpses。
　　
　　It　was　carved　with：…
　　
　　…BucK
　　
　　BORN　ON　EARTH
　　
　　3031　A。D。
　　
　　…　…Dmn　ON　TillS　SPOT
　　
　　N。B。37…　He　Always　Did　His　Best　…
　　
　　She　said；　〃Lazarus~　I　don't　understand　it。　I　can　undemta~id　why　they　intended　to　rape　me…I'm　probahly　the　first　woman　they've　seen　in　many　weeks。　I　can　even　understand　that　they　would　kill　you；　or　do　anything；　to　get　at　me。　But　why　would
　　
　　…　they　steal　this？〃
　　
　　〃It's　not　exactly　'why；'　dear　。　。　People　who　don't　respect　other　people's　property　will　do　anything　。　。　and　will　steal　anything　that's　not　nailed　down。　Even　if　they　have　no　use　for　it。〃　He　added；　〃Had　I　known　this　earlier；　I　would　have　given　them　no　chance。　Such　people　should　be　destroyed　on　sight。　The　problem　is　to　identify　them。〃
　　
　　Minerva；　Dora　is　the　only　woman　I　ever　loved　unreservedly。　I　don't　know　that　I　can　explain　why。　I　did　not　love　her　that　way　when　I　married　her；　she　had　not　had　a　chance　as　yet　to
　　
　　…teach　me　what　love　can　be。　Oh；　I　did　love　her；　but　it　was　the　love　of　a　doting　father　for　a　favorite　child　or　somewhat　like　the　love　one　can　lavish　on　a　pet。　…
　　
　　I　decided　to　marry　her　not　through　love　in　any　deepest　sense　but　simply　because　this　adorable　child　who　had　given　me　so　many　hours　of　happiness　wanted　something　very　badly
　　
　　…my　child…and　there　was　only　one　way　I　could　give　her　what　she　wanted　and　still　please　my　own　self…love。　So；　almost　coldly；　I　calculated　the　cost　and　decided　that　the　price　was　low　enough　that　I　could　let　her　have　what　she　wanted。　It　could　not　cost　me　much；　she　w