visitor
waited perfectly motionless in the center of the halt； beautiful beyond
imagining。
My knees trembled for a second； and I nearly fell。 Then I hurled myself at
her。
〃Alice； oh； Alice！〃 I cried； as I slammed into her。
I'd forgotten how hard she was； it was like running headlong into a wall of
cement。
〃Bella？〃 There was a strange mingling of relief and confusion in her voice。
I locked my arms around her； gasping to inhale as much of the scent of her
skin as possible。 It wasn't like
anything else—not floral or spice； citrus or musk。 No perfume in the world
could pare。 My memory
hadn't done it justice。
I didn't notice when the gasping turned into something else—I only realized I
was sobbing when Alice
dragged me to the living room couch and pulled me into her lap。 It was like
curling up into a cool stone；
but a stone that was contoured fortingly to the shape of my body。 She
rubbed my back in a gentle
rhythm； waiting for me to get control of myself。
〃I'm sorry；〃 I blubbered。 〃I'm just so happy to see you！〃
〃It's okay； Bella。 Everything's okay。〃
〃Yes；〃 I bawled。 And； for once； it seemed that way。
Alice sighed。 〃I'd forgotten how exuberant you are；〃 she said； and her tone
was disapproving。
I looked up at her through my streaming eyes。 Alice's neck was tight；
straining away from me； her lips
pressed together firmly。 Her eyes were black as pitch。
〃Oh；〃 I puffed； as I realized the problem。 She was thirsty。 And I smelled
appetizing。 It had been a while
since I'd had to think about that kind of thing。 〃Sorry。〃
〃It's my own fault。 It's been too long since I hunted。 I shouldn't let myself
get so thirsty。 But I was in a
hurry today。〃 The look she directed at me then was a glare。 〃Speaking of
which； would you like to
explain to me how you're alive？〃
That brought me up short and stopped the sobs。 I realized what must have
happened immediately； and
why Alice was here。
I swallowed loudly。 〃You saw me fall。〃
〃No；〃 she disagreed； her eyes narrowing。 〃I saw you jump。〃
I pursed my lips as I tried to think of an explanation that wouldn't sound
nuts。
Alice shook her head。 〃I told him this would happen； but he didn't believe me。
'Bella promised；'〃 her
voice imitated his so perfectly that I iroze in shock while the pain ripped
through my torso。 〃'Don't be
looking for her future； either；'〃 she continued to quote him。 '〃We've done
enough damage。〃
〃But just because I'm not looking； doesn't mean I don't see〃 she went on。 〃I
wasn't keeping tabs on you；
I swear； Bella。 It's just that I'm alreacy attuned to you when I saw you
jumping； I didn't think； I just got
on a plane。 I knew I would be too late； but I couldn't do nothing。 And then I
get here； thinking maybe I
could help Charlie somehow； and you drive up。〃 She shook her head； this time
in confusion。 Her voice
was strained。 〃I saw you go into the water and I waited and waited for you to
e up； but you didn't。
What happened？ And how could you do that to Charlie？ Did you stop to think
what this would do to
him？ And my brother？ Do you have any idea what Edward—〃
I cut her off then； as soon as she said his name。 I'd let her go on； even
after I realized the
misunderstanding she was under； just to hear the perfect bell tone of her
voice。 But it was time to
interrupt。
〃Alice； I wasn't mitting suicide。〃
She eyed me dubiously。 〃Are you saying you didn't jump off a cliff？〃
〃No； but〃 I grimaced。 〃It was for recreational purposes only。〃
Her expression hardened。
〃I'd seen some of Jacob's friends cliff diving；〃 I insisted。 〃It looked like
fun； and I was bored〃
She waited。
〃I didn't think about how the storm would affect the currents。 Actually； I
didn't think about the water
much at all。〃
Alice didn't buy it。 I could see that she still thought I had been trying to
kill myself。 I decided to redirect。
〃So if you saw me go in； why didn't you see Jacob？〃
She cocked her head to the side； distracted。
I continued。 〃It's true that I probably would have drowned if Jacob hadn't
jumped in after me。 Well；
okay； there's no probably about it。 But he did； and he pulled me out； and I
guess he towed me back to
shore； though I was kind of out for that part。 It couldn't have been more than
a minute that I was under
before he grabbed me。 How e you didn't see that？〃
She frowned in perplexity。 〃Someone pulled you out？〃
〃Yes。 Jacob saved me。〃
I watched curiously as an enigmatic range of emotions flitted across her face。
Something was bothering
her—her imperfect vision？ But I wasn't sure。 Then she deliberately leaned in
and sniffed my shoulder。
I froze。
〃Don't be ridiculous；〃 she muttered； sniffing at me some more。
〃What are you doing？〃
She ignored my question。 〃Who was with you out there just now？ It sounded like
you were arguing。〃
〃Jacob Black。 He's sort of my best friend； I guess。 At least； he was〃 I
thought of Jacob's angry；
betrayed face； and wondered what he was to me now。
Alice nodded； seeming preoccupied。
〃What？〃
〃I don't know；〃 she said。 〃I'm not sure what it means。〃
〃Well； I'm not dead； at least。〃
She rolled her eyes。 〃He was a fool to think you could survive alone。 I've
never seen anyone so prone to
life…threatening idiocy。〃
〃I survived；〃 I pointed out。
She was thinking of something else。 〃So； if the currents were too much for
you； how did this Jacob
manage？〃
〃Jacob is strong。〃
She heard the reluctance in my voice； and her eyebrows rose。
I gnawed on my lip for a second。 Was this a secret； or not？ And if it was；
then who was my greatest
allegiance to？ Jacob； or Alice？
It was too hard to keep secrets； I decided。 Jacob knew everything； why not
Alice； too？
〃See； well； he's sort of a werewolf；〃 I admitted in a rush。 〃The Quileutes
turn into wolves when there
are vampires around。 They know Carlisle from a long time ago。 Were you with
Carlisle back then？〃
Alice gawked at me for a moment； and then recovered herself； blinking rapidly。
〃Well； I guess that
explains the smell；〃 she muttered。 〃But does it explain what I didn't see？〃
She frowned； her porcelain
forehead creasing。
〃The smell？〃 I repeated。
〃You smell awful；〃 she said absently； still frowning。 〃A werewolf？ Are you
sure about that？〃
〃Very sure；〃 I promised； wincing as I remembered Paul and Jacob fighting in
the road。 〃I guess you
weren't with Carlisle the last time there were werewolves here in Forks？〃
〃No。 I hadn't found him yet。〃 Alice was still lost in thought。 Suddenly； her
eyes widened； and she turned
to stare at me with a shocked expression。 〃Your best friend is a werewolf？〃
I nodded sheepishly。
〃How long has this been going on？〃
〃Not long；〃 I said； my voice sounding defensive。 〃He's only been a werewolf
for just a few weeks。〃
She glowered at me。 〃A young werewolf？ Even worse！ Edward was right—you're a
magnet for danger。
Weren't you supposed to be staying out of trouble？〃
〃There's nothing wrong with werewolves；〃 I grumbled； stung by her critical
tone。
〃Until they lose their tempers。〃 She shook her head sharply from side to side。
〃Leave it to you； Bella。
Anyone else would be better