She nodded again； as if she understood exactly what I was thinking。 〃They
don't get into too many
confrontations。 No one is stupid enough to mess with them。 They stay in their
city； leaving only as duty
calls。〃
〃Duty？〃 I wondered。
〃Didn't Edward tell you what they do？〃
〃No；〃 I said； feeling the blank expression on my face。
Alice looked over my head again； toward the businessman； and put her wintry
lips back to my ear。
〃There's a reason he called them royalty the ruling class。 Over the
millennia； they have assumed the
position of enforcing our rules—which actually translates to punishing
transgressors。 They fulfill that duty
decisively。〃
My eyes popped wide with shock。 〃There are rules？〃 I asked in a voice that was
too loud。
〃Shh！〃
〃Shouldn't somebody have mentioned this to me earlier？〃 I whispered angrily。
〃I mean； I wanted to be
a to be one of you！ Shouldn't somebody have explained the rules to me？〃
Alice chuckled once at my reaction。 〃It's not that plicated； Bella。 There's
only one core
restriction—and if you think about it； you can probably figure it out for
yourself。〃
I thought about it。 〃Nope； I have no idea。〃
She shook her head； disappointed。 〃Maybe it's too obvious。 We just have to
keep our existence a
secret。〃
〃Oh；〃 I mumbled。 It was obvious。
〃It makes sense； and most of us don't need policing；〃 she continued。 〃But；
after a few centuries；
sometimes one of us gets bored。 Or crazy。 I dor't know。 And then the Volturi
step in before it can
promise them； or the rest of us。〃
〃So Edward〃
〃Is planning to flout that in their own city—the city they've secretly held
for three thousand years； since
the time of the Etruscans。 They are so protective of their city that they
don't allow hunting within its walls。
Volterra is probably the safest city in the world—from vampire attack at the
very least。〃
〃But you said they didn't leave。 How do they eat？〃
〃They don't leave。 They bring in their food from the outside； from quite far
away sometimes。 It gives their
guard something to do when they're not out annihilating mavericks。 Or
protecting Volterra from
exposure〃
〃From situations like this one； like Edward；〃 I finished her sentence。 It was
amazingly easy to say his
name now。 I wasn't sure what the difference was。 Maybe because I wasn't really
planning on living much
longer without seeing him。 Or at all； if we were too late。 It was forting
to know that I would have an
easy out。
〃I doubt they've ever had a situation quite like this；〃 she muttered；
disgusted。 〃You don't get a lot of
suicidal vampires。〃
The sound that escaped out of my mouth was very quiet； but Alice seemed to
understand that it was a
cry of pain。 She wrapped her thin； strong arm around my shoulders。
〃We'll do what we can； Bella。 It's not over yet。〃
〃Not yet。〃 I let her fort me； though I knew she thought our chances were
poor。 〃And the Volturi will
get us if we mess up。〃
Alice stiffened。 〃You say that like it's a good thing。〃
I shrugged。
〃Knock it off； Bella； or we're turning around in New York and going back to
Forks。〃
〃What？〃
〃You know what。 If we're too late for Edward； I'm going to do my damnedest to
get you back to
Charlie； and I don't want any trouble from you。 Do you understand that？〃
〃Sure； Alice。〃
She pulled back slightly so that she could glare at me。 〃No trouble。〃
〃Scout's honor；〃 I muttered。
She rolled her eyes。
〃Let me concentrate； now。 I'm trying to see what he's planning。〃
She left her arm around me； but let her head fall back against the seat and
closed her eyes。 She pressed
her free hand to the side of her face； rubbing her fingertips against her
temple。
I watched her in fascination for a long time。 Eventually； she became utterly
motionless； hei face like a
stone sculpture。 The minutes passed； and if I didn't know better； I would have
thought she'd fallen asleep。
I didn't dare interrupt her to ask what was going on。
I wished there was something safe for me to think about。 I couldn't allow
myself to consider the horrors
we were headed toward； or； more horrific yet； the chance that we might fail—
not if I wanted to keep
from screaming aloud。
I couldn't anticipate anything； either。 Maybe； if I were very； very； very
lucky； I would somehow be able
to save Edward。 But I wasn't so stupid as to think that saving him would mean
that I could stay with him。
I was no different； no more special than I'd been before。 There would be no
new reason for him to want
me now。 Seeing him and losing him again
I fought back against the pain。 This was the price I had to pay to save his
life。 I would pay it。
They showed a movie； and my neighbor got headphones。 Sometimes I watched the
figures moving
across the little screen； but I couldn't even tell if the movie was supposed
to be a romance or a horror
film。
After an eternity； the plane began to descend toward New York City。 Alice
remained in her trance。 I
dithered； reaching out to touch her； only to pull my hand back again。 This
happened a dozen times before
the plane touched town with a jarring impact。
〃Alice；〃 I finally said。 〃Alice； we have to go。〃
I touched her arm。
Her eyes came open very slowly。 She shook her head from side to side for a
moment。
〃Anything new？〃 I asked in a low voice； conscious of the man listening on the
other side of me。
〃Not exactly；〃 she breathed in a voice I could barely catch。 〃He's getting
closer。 He's deciding how he's
going to ask。〃
We had to run for our connection； but that was good—better than having to
wait。 As soon as the plane
was in the air； Alice closed her eyes and slid back into the same stupor as
before。 I waited as patiently as
I could。 When it was dark again； I opened the window to stare out into the
flat black that was no better
than the window shade。
I was grateful that I'd had so many months' practice with controlling my
thoughts。 Instead of dwelling on
the terrifying possibilities that； no matter what Alice said； I did not intend
to survive； I concentrated on
lesser problems。 Like； what I was going to say to Charlie if I got back：' That
was a thorny enough
problem to occupy several hours。 And Jacob？ He'd promised to wait for me； but
did that promise still
apply？ Would I end up home alone in Forks； with no one at all？ Maybe I didn't
want to survive； no
matter what happened。
It felt like seconds later when Alice shook my shoulder—I hadn't realized I'd
fallen asleep。
〃Bella；〃 she hissed； her voice a little too loud in the darkened cabin full of
sleeping humans。
I wasn't disoriented—I hadn't been out long enough for that。
〃What's wrong？〃
Alice's eyes gleamed in the dim light of a reading lamp in the row behind us。
〃It's not wrong。〃 She smiled fiercely。 〃It's right。 They're deliberating； but
they've decided to tell him no。〃
〃The Volturi？〃 I muttered； groggy。
〃Of course； Bella； keep up。 I can see what they're going to say。〃
〃Tellme。〃
An attendant tiptoed down the aisle to us。 〃Can I get you ladies a pillow？〃
His hushed whisper was a
rebuke to our paratively loud conversation。
〃No； thank you